Neo, I have been reading your posts for a few months now and I have also gone to your website to look at the things I missed. All I can say is wow. I don’t know any man that puts it out there like you do. I don’t see eye to eye with you on some things but I realize that nobody ever agrees about everything. If you ever did then something got to be wrong because somebody is probably lying.
I hope you will share this because what I would like to say in case nobody has said it to you lately is THANK YOU. Thank you for shaking up my mind and making me uncomfortable. Thank you for making me take a closer look at myself and my relationships. Thank you for making me see that my faith don’t just call me to be a follower of what somebody else got to say.
I didn’t know a man could have the type of feelings I saw until I started reading your words. It made me see some of the things I did to some men in my life and I never thought about it because they never said anything. But once you started explaining why some things happen I can see now how to not set my own self up for failure. I never had a father and my older brother is out there with the rest of the lame black men. I feel like I found a big brother who is not afraid to tell me the truth about life and about myself.
You really pissed me off the first time I came to your profile last year and I left. I called myself sneaking back with a new profile and you let me back on and I was surprised when I asked you if you remembered me and you told me everything we had words over and asked me about that relationship situation I didn’t even think you would remember. And it turned out just like you told me when I got mad and left.
Neo, out of all the so called friends and family in my life, here you are the only person who told me the truth after just a few messages back and forth so I was really confused. But now I understand that sometimes God put people in the right place at the right time and it is our choice to listen or not. I want you to know that I pray for you now because I know that you was only trying to help me and I was not trying to hear it at the time. I don’t know how you don’t want to just give up after the way I treated you and seeing how you wrote you get cussed out every week. I am sorry for being one of those women.
I have never met you and I never heard your voice other than listening to you on youtube but its like I can hear your heart when I read and listen to you. I don’t have a lot of extra money but I ordered one of your books today because I want to make sure you can keep helping other people. It made me cry the other day when I read about how open you was about a need for that strong sister by your side. You might not think that we don’t appreciate you but sometimes we just quiet because all we can do is pray. I wasn’t expecting much from being online but now I see how God can use anybody anywhere if we trust him. Thank you for trusting him to use you even on here.
YOUR LITTLE SISTER, LT
MY REPLY
I think sometimes you all get too much enjoyment trying to make me cry. Lol. This is probably my third or fourth profile since 2008 and some of you have been with me here and on my website for what will be 6 years in January. We have come a long way together emotionally and spiritually. You can’t do what I do without having thick skin, but that don’t mean things don’t reach my heart. Thank you for this and the knowledge that you keep me in prayer. Once again, one of you has found a way of leaving me speechless. -NEO